Wednesday, June 13, 2007

TOdya is tHrusday-

flesh is a saddened ugle thing. The form is soft and easily made whereas stone which is very hard and not easily formed becomes very bea. Because a thing very rough and hard becomes soft and smooth almost to the point of giving more excitement then flesh. To make a form that that has flashes of what the person sees directly from tv and various things scenes- clock, darkness, wind. but each stimulus makes the person think of something. every thought becomes a new scene with flashbacks of both changing sempre.
Of a man thiat living alone were only have his memories to accompany him each day the idea of voices and pictures and letters makes him more and more crazy because these things show solo how many things there are int the world how when picture showing many things. When fatto where the birds and water what did they do? And now. How every picture is different world different time and different thing. So many things to many things to keep mecomnpany. When you have somebody you forget the surrouundings when you have only memories you notice more.
I want to cry. no the feeling of intense emotional pains climbs to my stomach, my throat, and nose and awaits in my eyes. teh acidic dryness my throat makes it very difficutl to speak and think. In between the half breathing and sobing I try and relax and push back the emotion. but in doing so images come to my mind images of such things as the books my father sent me, the trip we had to europe the dinners out on the town and how in each day the situations my family did those for me out love, yet I accepted the physical aspects and not the emoitonal. That makes me feel so heartless unforgiving and cold.
HOW MY FATHHer can be in the hospital with his health the way it is and the most important thing and he could worry more about sending books to me that will probably never be read.
I want to be in a wooden box of six feet or in a whire roon on an island dreaming teass and birds and flower.s
Do not lovers always overreach the limit of each other's lives, having promoised distance and chaste and home. We do not know the contour of our feelings, but only what informs it from inside.
Da una sola metafora puo nascere l'amore.
Fare l'amore con una donna e dormire con una donna sono due passioni non solo diverse ma quasi opposte. L'amore non si manifesta col desiderie di fare l'amore (desideria che si applica a una quantita infinita di donne) Ma col desiderio di dormire insieme (desideria che si applica a un'unica donna).
Amare qualcuno per compassione significa non amarlo veramente.
La sopia ha detto che un'uomo me conquista quando lui si cade ai piedi miei. Mentre lei dicevela, me ho risposto 'quando mi son caduto da fronte da lei ricevendo una taglia sulla mano mia'.
Two lovers in a place unaffected by any outside superfical infliuences there is the love they must choose to have one day for the other or suffer the other.
The one of the man in the room with bandages on his hands wrists and the serious of him ging through the actions. Use the mirror.
You are the alcehimist with the ever delicate fingers and stone. you are both mercury and sulfur yet you are seperate and combine also the suna nd the moon. you are the one that is both physical and emotional while being niether.
without you there is no end withot you no beginning.Your are the fall that decends upon winder yet your rise like that beautiful spring wind from which you are born.
Confuso per quanto riguarda l'amore- cioe anche lei me ha detto sempre di non prenderle in giro. ma chi e stato presso in giro da chi? sono io che e stato presso in giro da lei.

xioba

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